December 5th, 2008 by Tracy Herz
Hmm. This is a toughie. It’s so much I don’t know where to begin, and the worst part is that I don’t have the facility with language to describe it without falling into cliche. I could probably do this with time, but it’s hard to do anything other than write the truth as I understand it when my children are asleep, and examine my heart and motives, while avoiding the landmines of Christian cliche.
Rick Warren, whom I very much like, says this:
God wants you to tell other people about what’s happened to you. He wants you to share your testimony, your lifestyle, and your witness. In other words, He wants you to share the Good News. The Bible says it like this in Acts 20: “The most important thing is that I complete my mission, the work that the Lord Jesus gave me to tell people the good news about God’s grace.”
Let me try to begin from here: I am secular and intellectual in my interests, and approach those secular pursuits–lectures, serious reading, opera, symphony, and business activities– from the lens of faith and the truth of my conscience which is imbedded with a clear sense of right and wrong, and a nagging area of gray–say, the problem of evil and cruelty to children. I probably don’t have a “testimony” as we think of it in the church world, unless it is an absolute commitment to truth, which is not only external and verifiable, but is also within, and God-directed, as led by the Holy Spirit and the revealed word of God which is the Bible. I nearly always know what NOT to do as a result.
I love my minister Greg Cook at Providence Reformed Presbyterian Church in Barboursville because he tries to impress no one, and so far as I can see, he is not especially “popular” among the congregation, meaning this is a special church where who is invited where and why, based on the “in” group at the time, or what they happen to have doesn’t appear to matter. My pastor says hard words, and they burn my conscience occasionally, as well as edify my mind and spirit. If I discuss a problem with him, he advises me not on what to do, but on what to read, so that the Holy Spirit can work its way through the matter. This is infinitely correct, and so different from what one expects from a minister–isn’t it?
What God has done for me is so endless, for that I owe him my life. And if I know what is right and don’t do it, my conscience burns as it should. This is not the forum, I suspect, to go into all that. However, I know several prominent atheists in my community, one of which asked me to pray for him. It wasn’t a joke. I dared not ask him the results of my prayers, but I know there were results, because I know that power personally. So why shouldn’t I commit time and money and resources to pray for Bill Maher, another atheist? There is no reason I shouldn’t pray for this conversion–a Saul of Tarsus moment in the life of an unbeliever whose conversion might lead to who-knows-what good on this earth and in the country.
AP Newsflash; Bill Maher became a Christian. Why not? And if he is lying in his deathbed, cannot speak, in torment and pain, what if someone says, “Bill, would you like to be baptised?” And what if it happens? Who knows if the flutter of those butterfly wings might begin with our prayers here?